Teenage Angst

One of my biggest contradictions is that everything in my life, day, year, minute, afternoon can be going well yet I am in a terrible mood. I have a good life and we won our soccer game yet I am really irked that the person driving in front of me wont turn off their left blinker. In this case my mood contradicts my current surrounds and state. Even when everything is bright a cheery, I can be annoyed and sad. I can feel like this grump cat:

I normally try not to beat myself up about it and sum it up to teenage angst. And I have become pretty good at it but only when the recipient is that stranger who wont turn off his freaking turn signal. When I lash out against my friends or parents I am pretty hard on myself. They don't deserve to be yelled at and they do nothing but make my life pretty close to perfect. Getting mad for no apparent reason is my biggest and most often contradiction.

~Sahale